I'm feeling better, really~ ^^

after a big cry-out ytd, i'm definitely feeling much much comfotable

at least not as unbearable as yesterday..

thanks guys for comforting me today ( you should know who you're)

after you're encouragement and everything,

you've made me realized that i'm not who i thought i'm really are,

you've changed my mindset and attitude.

Without you guys, i think i would not be able to withstand for that long.

This message is for Choonhui, my best partner :D

Choon :D
hehex, thanks for your tag!
I'm really touched and i'm glad to hear this from you.
known you for nearly 11mths and we've always sit next to each other
in class
and joke around especially :D

Your lively personality gained you many friends and i'm definitely one of them ^^
We'd always shared our unhappiness and thoughts tgt
and i'm really lovin it
hahas, cause being shared is really a bless for me

at least i'm being noticed :D

i'm a quiet girl but being part of 3 dynamite changes my prospect and personality
i no longer be quiet but started to speak up
and i enjoyed being with bunch of friends whom i really loved

Choon, we shall be always the best partners yeah??
thanks for everything!
>>333

Sorry for everything i've done!


I've the sudden urge to apologise to everyone i've rejected and neglected on.


Yup, i'm sorry and i'm sincerely knowing i'm at fault even though your did not say anything.


Yet, i could sense that something was wrong.


I don't know how to explain in face to your guys but i'm feeling guilty and unbearable!


I'm trying to be the best for what i can but if your're unhappy with me, please say it out.


I dun wish to continue it this way any longer.


I don't know what wrong with me, but i'm feeling extremely terrible inside my heart.

Perhaps i'm just too over-sensitive

but


I just wish to pounder out all my hard feelings and emotions out in blog.



This is for renee's especially =) finally i've wrote a message to you in my blog le worx.

rmb to read :D



Renee:

Girl, hahas! nah, call you hawtie better in case you're saying things again :D

Hmm, known you for 2 years plus, next year will be our 3rd year le :D

I didn't chat with you much last year

but thanks girl, for really getting to know me real fast this year in this class 3 dynamite =)

although we sit real far away, we still could make eyes communication and laughter across the table. that's what makes me enjoying lots^^

Time flies very fast, it's going to be nov soon and thanks god for allowing us to stay in the same class again next year 2009.



Thanks for everything really, i'm really saying deep in my true heart.

I'm a quiet girl i admit and despite this, you still are willingly to chat and make all kinds of funny and weird actions to brighten my mood up :D

That's probably the reason why everyone is gaining your love ^^



Because of your lively personality and being sociable to people, i've also started to make more friends and become a more optimistic and lively girl.

Sorry for my poor direction but i've started to learn faster le..

I'm sincerely sorry for neglecting your msg you've sent me these few days :(

still rmb that day you said you wana meet me to eat at my house there for dinner?

Is not i bladdy didn't reply you all the day till night, is i really forgot >.<

I've studied way too hard le until i forgot. Please, i did not do it on purpose want :(

I did promise to go out with weishan and you to eat but in the end, still didn't make it :(

I'm feeling bad too. but i really didn't mean it to..

Actually when you said that you didn't mean it in everyone words you say, i did consider what you said deep in my heart.

cause i care what you think about me..

You're my good friend and sister le,

You've brightened up my life and everything

how can i not mind what you have said to me



after reading your blog, i'm really hurt le, deeply!

feel like crying man..

(still got somemore you continued read..)



And

another day on sunday you called me right?

saying wana go out right?

i really thought i've told you already that i can't go out

but

i did not expect that you told your mum that you're going out with me and din bought your lunch all these..

sorry that i caused you miss your lunch and stuffs.. =(

but thank god, sh pei you and you really enjoyed real lots~

he's definitely your best best partner forever!



I'm not a perfect girl but although i'm not,

you're still good to me :D

I'm very touched !

Took me around and even introduced the tuition centre to me..

Shared foods with me and cracked jokes with me

make me laugh and i'm lovin it :D



But,

seems like i'm in the wrong this time,

i'm feeling terrible inside my heart now..



I'm hurt!

but i don't blame you..

i feel like crying now..

Argh!!!

pain leh, my heart..



Feel like i've not done my greatest job as a friend!

but, really!

RENEE!

Thanks lots for everything..

no matter what happens,

we would be the best eva~^^

p/s : ps, just now let you waited for quite long with sh.. and let you see my swelling eyes.. >.<

anyway, thanks lots for cheering me up :D Muacks >>33

Guys, all of ya are important to me, cos of you my life changes better , and i definitely cherishes this friendship ^^

KARAOKE TIME!

Shop around town area..

Okae, let's start from the early morning,
I was awaken by the sudden call from my sis asking me sent her the expt7 file to her through email and was done at around 9.25am.
Following which, renee called me and talked about her blog( just created) and stuffs like that.
Lame la, my head was spinning and i can't concentrate well lorx, still chat with me! So i just hanged up my phone and ended our conversation. =D

Went to sleep awhile and finally woke up at 9.45am and washed up!
meet xiaoyi at jurong platform and headed to bugis to eat.
WTH, the foodcourt was flooded with people and there's not one single seat spotted empty!
I saw xiaoyi hungry de expression made me quicken my pace faster but still in the end, headed to MOS BURGER to pei her eat.

Legs damn pain, cause blisters formed and were red!
but only a small area only so went to buy plasters
actually wana buy blisters cure plasters, who ask the person to sell at such exp price
$10.20 wana kill me is it, so i chose normal want instead.
Kind-hearted xiaoyi saw me in pain so decided to change shoes with me and i felt soo comfortable wearing her shoes :D

Went around bugis street and looked at clothes then kept on dropping the clothes from the shops we went to. Damn paiseh sia, so we went to town instead :D Soo bad luck, whenever we touched, the clothes would definitely drop! Not our day!

But my legs were getting serious i think,
so have to slow down my pace.
So sian lorx, i dun wish to delay our trip but really very pain so have to..
Headed to Forever 21 my fav shop but in turn, didn't see any clothes that attracted me and we felt that the clothes for this season not so nice so we left the shop and headed back to Batok to meet renee xiaojie.

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KARAOKE TIME!!
went to meet renee at interchange during the 2nd part of our day.
as usual, she wore scarf, shades and outfits .
Still chatting somemore with the one on phone, should be beybey :D

Joke around of course, and headed to the csc k room.
Creepy sia, soo dark and it looked like a pub to me :X
But, i loved the room as it's cold :D
Shiok!

Xiaoyi felt otherwise then she was emo for the past 5min??
Cause she did not like the atmosphere and she became very sian.

Ask her to cheer up but she just don't want, keep emo. Looks like i have to use my last resort le.

Yeah, i have started singing :D Good right?? I have once again regained my singing and i'm doing it solo :D please xiaoyi, hope my singing would make you feel better!Trying my hard to sing well and impressed her though.

She's still emo, but somehow renee caught her laughing =D

Haix.. i'm getting tired le.. xiaoyi, dun keep emoing! Today is our day leh!

Hahas, she's finally ok! Back to normal! Not emoing at least! Here's the twist! Success!

Okae, i admitted that without renee's help, it would not be a success! Thanks!

Before i forgot, here's the food we ordered or in other words, they provided us!

YummY! This is the fruit punch we've ordered! Nice nice right?? It tastes greaT!


A wide combination of great healthy fruits! :D We're grabbing for that! =D

Testing testing!! Sorry, i wana test my voice 1st in case i went out of tune. Okae, you may you may =p Do.. Rae...Mi...

After she have done the necessary things, she proceeded to her singing..

Lalalas~

You! I have caught you capturing my pic when i'm singing! Since you like to take my pic, haha! Have to sing duet with me! NOW! Aiyo.. Zao zhi dao jiu bu yao pai ta le >.< Renee: Hey, look over there and act a pose! Hello, everyone! We are the new girl band! =)

Me: Okae.. Let's sing! =p

Okae, xiaoyi keep on emphasing saying didn't took pics with her so we took pics together then :D



As renee continued to sing as she enjoyed, i started to kinda loved taking photos and of course, zi-lianing :D






Opps! I just loved to take pics just for that day! Hehex.. nice =D

Hahas, i'm have to admit that i'm being spotted by xiaoyi and renee especially for what i've done for the past few mins.

Hence, for our day at karaoke, we promised to take a group pic of us before leaving.

Hahas.. Thanks soo much for the fun today! :D

I really enjoyed alot and lots~

WE LOVE SINGING! =)

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Dinner at Korean Restaurant...

Hahas, after we left k. room, we proceeded to eat our dinner at seyeon's uncle korean restaurant at timah.

As usual, my legs are damn painful as blisters still there. >.<

We even spotted some guys and ladies keep bioing our jiejie ( renee)

Too hawt le ma, and also too revealing =P

When we reached the restaurant, we were defnitely given menus and stuffs like that.

The waiter and waitress were all looking at renee, again too revealing :D Hahas!

See that?? Even that uncle was too mesmerized by our fellow renee's xiaojie beauty..
Even she was looking at menu, still looking! Don't look la, infront thanks! :X


Renee took this pic of us while we're browsing through the menu..

Finally, we've chosen the food we wanted.
Me : Bi Bim Bap (Pork)
Xiaoyi : Ramen ( tuna)
Renee : Ramen ( kimchi)

Finally, the food arrived~

1st:

2nd:

3rd:

4th:

5th:

6th:
Can recognise which is renee and xiaoyi's want?? Identical but different dish~

Mine?? Forgot to take picture..
I'm hungry so forgot to take.
But forget it
Bi Bim Bap is the same everywhere only the taste differs~

Overall..


YUMMY :D
I even bloated and wana vomit :D
Too Delicious and large in amount.. :D
Plus another serving provided by them
Watermelon :D


Specially thanks to renee and xiaoyi :D
Enjoyed real lots~
This took me hours to upload it up..
Hungry now! :D
Off to eat~

Yeah!

Went to esplanade in the afternoon with JY :D

Before that, we went to bugis junction to eat, following which cityhall and marina square.

There were people streaming past us however, it seemed fewer compared to the usual want where the walkway would always be crowded.

Maybe cause that day was friday and there's still schooling for majority.

Anyway, i found out something which definitely annoyed me when staring at the pic for like about 5mins??

My thighs are fat!!

ARGH!

I dun like my thighs. so Fat!

Even after wearing my just-bought jeans, still fat! :O

Miserable! >.<

Forget it, i would try to slim down abit.

However, i'm particularly impressed by the scenery at esplanade especially

as the weather looked specially over-casted and was defnitely windy :D

But, the sea was a disappointment!

Even after i came here again, the sea was still dirty, filled with rubbish and what kept me laughing was JY said there's a finger hanging in the water. (Lolx, it's not finger yeah? It's just an

object or something, dun scared yourself :D)

And around 5.30pm after fetching JY to Jurong, i waited for Xiaoyi to come :D

She was late!

But nevermind la, as she missed her train :X

Although people would say is tedious to do this, i headed back to cityhall again. Lolx.

The reason to do this ,i shall kept in silence as i dun wish to talk about it anymore.

It's nothing serious, really :D

Went to Pop Central to choose a great variety of assesment books for O'levels next year.

It's like very shocking man.

There were simply 5 levels and stairs for us to climb.

Cool right and there's even CAFE to chit-chat and enjoy the aroma of the coffee :D

There's the assessment books at level 3 and there were really tons of books!

I'm not kidding but is really the largest popular store i've ever seen

although xiaoyi said that there is another largest store in SG which i've not been there yet.

Of course, i would defnitely go there and explored as i love Exploring Things :D

Din take pics with her but instead of the night view of the busy town street :D

ARGH!

Phone no battery!!

Such a wrong timing as i have not finished transferring my photos into the com!

Well, next time then i upload again :D

Lastly, i reached home at around 9.45 and was nearly 10pm.

Of course, feeling exhausted and legs suan like hell.

with the presence of blisters forming again but overall, i loved the trip :D

IPOD GONE :(

Upside Down!!

Haixx.

i'm feeling upside down now!

Wana cry, dun want cry!

Feel like scolding fuck fuck fuck!

In the end, i still hold back my language as i know is really inappropriate.

after long consideration, blogger is the best place to pounder all my bad feelings.

I can't find my player!

My precious, baobei want de!

Flood with songs and i spent time transferring the songs into the player

and yet is gone NOW!

what really went wrong arh??

I can't find!

Tears just can't be shed from my eyes.

HOW??!!

My sis gave it to me and she must be angry if she knows about it.

whatever.

I want my player!! :(

Go Town for Celebration EOY last day :D

A Well-Deserved Shopping In Town :D

It's the last day of the papers :D
That's deserve a celebration right?

After days of burning mid-night oil consecutively, it's finally OVER!

How should i phrase it?

My feelings are mixed up currently, maybe is cause of the releasing of results tomorrow which makes me upside down and simply can't chat much?

For the past few days, i've been groaning and actually, i'm not prepared for any Exams at all!

My mood was just not there, feel like slacking but can't slack! Wana sleep early but just can't.

Studies pulled me back!

Forget it!

Come to talk about in the morning to afternoon,

We went to the 6 places from 11am to 5pm. ( Orchard, Fareast, Penninsula, Cityhall, Marina Square and Raffles Place)

whoo-whoo!

One word, 5 letters and 1 meaning!

SHIOK!

Bought jeans skinny and xiaoyi bought black skinny for the day :D

IT's Was A Demoralised Paper!!

A.maths P2 was really a disaster :(
What can i say..
Early in the morning 8am did my paper, thinking that i might do well
turned out to be disappointment!
ARGH!

Having both F&N and A.Math papers in 1 day cannot work out fine!
Have to either one flung, two flung or, if miracle do happen, both work out well.
Which basically, didn't happen for me! ;(

After A.maths paper ended in 10am, i was deeply and completely demoralised!
My mind was filled with a.maths questions vivdly, i just can't concentrate on memorising the important notes in the f&n text.

However, when the papers were distributed, looking at the questions at short glance regained back my confidence. As the questions were straight-forward and my memory came back! Is like last minute regained work. Lolx, what the crap i talking, there's no such word right? Lack of vocab lorx, i admit :X

Forget it!
What's over is over..
Tomorrow will be the last paper, Sci(Chen/Phy) P1!
Whoo-Heew~
Full Marks!
I'm gonna score full marks for that!
In order to pull up my sci-overall marks since the other papers were kinda harder than multiple choices.
Please lo, multiple-choices are the simplest to score in, it does not require much thinking and effort.
Just joint down numbers 1 to 4 on the answer sheet and marks will be awarded!
It's just that simple!
So, Guys~
Let's try our very Last energy left and give it to our all!
We would be able to promote to 4E3 next year, yeah!
Faith is the key to success!