I'm Back!

I'm finally back to blogging. Still bored though cos i do not know when to start from and what to end for today. Anw, managed to write here all thanks to the password that i reset again -_- i actually forgot the password for my blogger which i almost updated everyday! oh man, this's getting bad!

Hols make me lazy and forgetful ;( intended to go for a run at the stadium but my mens came and find me!! ;(
It's disgusted and made me feel so tired and irritated! HATE IT!

I've job during weekends hopefully it's nt gonna spoil it! And and and i did badly for my sem 1 ;( i didnt get any As at all although i survived from the supp papers which i do not need to take! WHOO! supp papers are harder and tougher which means make me gonna stress more! ;(

Seriously, my mid-sem tests screwed my everything! sucks, fuck it! pass everything so what, didnt get A means long way to go ;(

I CAN DO IT! (: okay, that's all for today. gonna surf some net and off to sleep!

[HQ] Girls' Generation (SNSD) - LG Cyon Cooky Phone MV

YESSS CHEF :DDD

hey cooky cooky cooky, one more time baby lets go

hey cooky hey hey

hey cooky hey hey :D

awesome cooky lg phone!

It's tempting me with the delicous cupcakes and cookies

sweet and CUTE 9 soshi i'm loving it!

I WANT THE PINK PHONE!!

YOONA, SARANGHAE!

SO NYUN SHI DAE, HWAIITING!!

A NEW START, NEW LIFE, NEW FRIENDS & NEW EDUCATION :DDD

2nd week :D
I'm adapting to the new timetable, lessons start at 9am earliest and end at 6pm.
TP's a very vibrant school with amazing Senior Leaders :D
Business won the champion for the 6th time, isn't it awesome!!
Lectures and Tutorials everyday..

I'm loving my poly life now!
The life of excitement is gonna start soon :D
Group project members gonna discuss tmr wahahaha!

i wish to strive for 3.5 for my GPA this semester!!
Work hard & PLAY HARD! =D

5 more days....

oh gosh, 5 more days, seriously 5 more days!!!
i'm gonna leaving the company which i've worked soooooo hard throughout my 16 years.
hands getting dirty and rough, nails always break while sortin the invoices and cheques.
Coca Cola (S) Beverages Pte Ltd
Located at Tuas, 457 Jalan Ahmad Ibrahim.
I've been working for 3 mths at there. oh gosh, comes to think about it, time flies and i'm really missing the place and people at there!!
Oh my, no tears pls =((((
This job is tough yet i've met soo many interesting people and understand the workin life.
Will be receiving my testimonial from cecilia soon!
WHOOO =))
I wonder what she'll  write???


This job has made me work as well as play at the same time.
BTW,
Think i'm goona take a leave off either on tues or wed??
Will be down to sata medical centre to take my medical report and x ray report.
Sian, i will not forget that i got my period durin my medical checkup.
I could not go for the urine test but i still try my luck though laa.
Who cares, as long as the nurse said i'm fine, means i've passed the test =))
Seriously, having to go down 2 weeks later for urine test is such a hassle thing to do.
Well, i can save the energy and time now.
Whoo, pretty excited about the results though.
wonder how will it be??

oh ya, before i forget, the pics for cny chu 2 and 3 are uploaded in fb.
I'm lazy to upload in here.
hahahaah, listening to taylor swift our song now.
She's pretty, gorgeous, hot and lovely.
Love her totally in valentine's day.

gtg guys, off to watch drama.
nights and sweet dreams!

新年快乐！这就是大年初一！

我最爱的照片，姐和我

多谢她的帮助，我当天的头发相当好看=）

你们好！哈哈。。
吓到了吧，难得本小姐会在本部落格写华语，讲华语。
为了庆祝2010的新年，我就写写母语吧 =）


我只能说，初一是最热闹的，大家都忙着分红包，谈天说笑，玩21点，麻将。
不知道怎么似的，总觉得今年比去年还更静，人也越来越少。
是我太敏感吗？或许吧？可能是比较静了。嗨~

不管如何，我还是很开心的啦，天天开心，笑口常开，好才自然来嘛，对不对？？

话不多说， 照片来咯 =D

I've mustered my courage!

Oh my god, tell you this confirm everyone will be shocked.
I went into cecilia's room to tell her what went wrong all these night shifts with uncle soh.
I'm feeling terribly uncomfortable and unbearable.
How could someone be make fun and tease when the person said hurtful remarks like
' you are just a small role while she is the main role. You simply just go eat the air in other words, you just survive without food. So no matter you eat anot, it does not matter. Dun care abt her. She must eat more. She's more important than you."

Can you take it???
I didn't flare my anger but i bottled it all up.
Telling myself that everything will be fine, nightmare came.
He scolded me again sayin me slow and whatever shit.
Money not balanced, chq not balanced.
Everything delayed causing 12am then can leave the company.
What's wrong with OT?? Just take a cab and home sweet home.
At least i'm better than your current precious right??
I'm just a substitution, while fiona is your everything right??

Well, next morning, i was late for the taxi around 5 mins.
And he started all his naggins saying those irritatin comments.
I can't take it anymore almost shed tears but i told myself that i must hold on.
Once i reach workplace, straight to cecilia room.

I told her head to toe, without slightest info missing.
She did admit uncle soh attitude really sometimes tooo bad, totally bad!
Perhaps he's gettin old or what?? Attitude changes.
But whatever it is, it's wrong to say these comments.
She told me this, if he said something that is within your control and hurt your self-esteem, i must
SPEAK UP!
Told him off and shut his mouth then..

Dun ever let someone take control of you.
Most imptly, dun let this guy caused you to quit your job. Not worth it.
What'smore thanks to you i can stay in my own room and chill.
For the past 2 months, you have helped alot. seriously alot.
If i dun want you, i've already asked you to leave on the 28th Dec but i didn't.
Reason being, cause i still need you =)
You are someone who keep hold of promises and will not back out.
Trustworthy =)
I'm soo touched hearin her sayin this.
From the 1st time i saw her, i told her that i wana learn all i can and gain exp.
She told me this, you can learn alot from here i can confirm you!
You might miss the people here once you get along with them.
Hahahaha, yeah, i'm missing them now!

Was in her room for 15 mins.
I cried terribly, tissues used till too much???
Even all the colleagues knew abt it.
URGH! Sooo embarrasing.

Well, at least i told cecilia how i'm feeling.
Now i gettin quite good work stuff.
I will be working from 10.12 till 7.30 with free transport.
My load and responsibilites will be lightened.
Handling documents, keyin coin slips and sortin money.
Feeling sooo much better and happier!

Thanks soo much cecilia.
I'm glad that there will be no more night shifts
meaning no more rushin of taxi, 11.30pm transport plus restin more.
I can get home earlier, no more sheddin of tears.
I'm laughin more and smiling more.

I no longer drag my feet to work.
Cos i'm lovin my job more!
5th march, my last day.

Time flies.
I'll miss everyone!
Cecilia, Shujun, Jennifer, Jasmine, Sakilah, Meiling, Uncle soh ( though he rants at me sometimes), drivers, vendin and KOK LEONG! OMG =))
Everyone who knows me well, thanks for all the coachin and patience!

Cheers!

FATIGUE!

It's 2am now.
I'm feeling damn fatigue and tired and bored!
No music cause my sis using laptop and she needs the charger to fill up her batt in case it might run out of bat which eventually leads to blackout of screen!
And there she will scream ÁHH'. hhahahaha! funny isn't??


Okay, anw i shall get to the picture now.
Went to JP with mama and shopped till 10pm for a dress i desire.
What's more the purpose of me going there is to buy a dress for new year.
Guess what, the dress comprises of a mixture black and light peach.
I need to wear that during new year and i''m worried grandpa might grumble cos black is a bad colour for new year.
But, i reALLY love the dress and i spent umpteen hours searchin for it lehhhhh.
Plus the dress is damn cheap, 15 bucks only cheap cheap stuff =)



And i saw a heel shoe at mondo which is abt 2cm/3cm high??
The colour is nice omggggg!!
It suits me omgggg!
Plus is cheap 23.90 bucks! OMG!
And there's heels which i have to wear during new year.
No heels = no consideration!



But, mama seems to disagree with it.
The contradict thing is she showed me the shoe and said is nice but turned out to be she dun quite like me buying it.
Aiyah, she's like that show show me but no buying.
What's the point of showin me then LOL
kk, jkjk mama dun angry hor, mei just kidding nia =)
Thanks for showing me if nt i will have miss such nice stuff.



Anw, i'll buy my shoe SOON!!
hopefully a bag???
PLUS a compulsory earrings if possible a necklace to pei my dress.
OMG! comes to think of it makes me excited.



But, i think i'll be missin alot of my shopping times and meetin with frens cos of my work =(
Haix, friday was not a lucky day for me.
Rushing like hell for the number of cash in hands plus uncle soh was rushing me as usual.
It's makin me headache, the place was a mess man. Can't tahan but what can i do??
Grumble then? lead to argument. I dun wish to let that happen.
What'smore i'm just a temp just let it over laaa.


As usual, it ended at abt 12am.
The feeling was extremely sucks.
Cause the settlement can't detect 200++ bucks by tan siong chiow(driver's name)
But the thing is he did pass me the money but there's no listing.
Even if i did not count the money inside, why would i not have notice that either of the listing had a difference of 200++ bucks???
Sian, jennifer had to fret over the stuff.
I felt damn bad and demoralised.
My mind was in a mess. I seriously need to dig a hole and hide my head inside.


The whole trip back home in TAXI was filled with unquestionable queiries and silence.
Uncle soh asked me not to worry, mon then settled.
I'm worried everything would turn out bad =(
Hopefully everything will be fine and drivers dun hate me =(
My mistake can?? Haix, have to endure for 1 month more??
Life totally upside down.
No time for entertainment and feeling tired everyday.
I've time for family for like during 12am onwards.
What kind of life is this.
Stupid sia..


I'm slow and not meticulous enough.
Please show some guidance and patience can??
If i know everything will turn out like that, i will have quit my job 8th Jan.
Whatever. I have to hang on.
Anw, hopefully cecilia will not flare up her anger!
God bless me!
Phew, hopefully monday will be settled!


Next week i'm working on the early shift.
YEASH! =)

Interviews & Working..

Life is gettin more exciting.

After JAE, there'll be interviews and working as usual.

I've went to the top polys- Ngee Ann, Singapore and Temasek and found out that TP is such a wonderful school. Clean and Refreshed! =)

I did put TP as one of my top 3 school.

Hopefully by 27th Jan, i would be able to get the course i desire.

As for work, it's still the same. Work and work...
It's tiring though but i'm gettin immune to it.
Will be promoting Coke drink soon, wonder how's is it like??
hehehehe. I bet it's nt gonna be easy standing for 6 hours per day and promoting.
Cos i will be doing this job durin weekends so there will be a total of 12 hours
which means i'll earn 2 tees and 40 bucks vouchers.
Sounds great?? Yeah it sure does.
No pain, No gain. this forte sounds familiar right?

It is during the peak period of CNY tentage thingy.
That particular week i know i'll be damn busy and TIRING!
OH MAN!
well, what to do..
This's life.
So realistic but yet interesting.

加油 琼敏 =)

Share sth that i'm happy and glad!
I've taken a leave off today!
YEASH, 21th jan 2010!
Phew, but i'm still tired cause went for interview.
Currently now i'm feeling full and tired.
Gosh, gonna be a guinea pig soon!
Ling too, rest early =)
Always laughing today hehehehehee! 

Results day..

The moment i've been waiting for has arrived.
Dun wish to explain anything but just that thanks god for giving me all the faith and hardwork i deserved.
I PASSED EVERYTHING =)))
Hopefully i can get into hotel or business related courses regardless how far or what.
Let me enter a poly and course to study i'm feeelin more than happy already.

I must 知足常乐 . Be contented for what i've in hand and seize the opportunity.
What i've now does not determine my future. I might be a successful woman next time and open a shop i desire. Score a 3.8 for my Poly and enter uni. Everything is unpredictable. So i must not give up.

Will be very busy with JAE stuffs and browsing through courses.
I guess i'll be crossing out many many desired courses.. SIAN =O
Nevermind, there's still many other courses waiting for me.
Be contented and optimistic =)

人在做, 天在看

天无绝人之路

=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR =)

First of all,

I hereby wish everyone a happy new year and may all of your wishes come true.
Hope that this year will be a fruitful and memorable year for all of us here.
Yeah, i'm counting down the time left till 2010 at my office, cashier seat there
counting the cash in hands and listening to the FM 93.3 counting down
5
4
3
2
1
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

The feeling is kinda special though. 1st time in my whole wide life counting down in workplace.
I've nothing much to desire. I just hope that i could score well for my O level results.

1.   Enrol into a business course i desire - Accountancy (11 pointers)
2.   Lead a healthy life and fit =)
3.   Earn more $$$$$$$ and shopping more!
4.   Poly life will be another exciting and interesting year for me.
5.   Make-over
6.   Papa can earn more $$$$ and family live in prosperity =)
7.   Lastly, everyone can be happy and gain lots of loves in this wonderful 2010!

Currently now, i'm at home munching fries watching drama.

It's 2.30am.

I think i will get into my bed around 4am

I haven bath yet cos i'm hungry!

Didn't eat my dinner at workplace cos there's too much cash and receipt to be done!

I just managed to grab 2 slices of raisins bread and continue the work.

The routine seems to go on and on, it's tough at 1st having to adapt the environment and steps.

I've to hasten my speed cos i'm too slowww??? I must admit i'm slow but i'm slowly hastenin my speed =)

The staffs and ppl there are good. Joking and guiding me along.

Thanks sooo much =)

I've to admit that 1st job i could get all these is already a good experience for me.

What kept me going on is this faith and family's support.

No matter how many grudges i made, tears i shed, i told myself must hang on.

I must grow up and made a decisive decision. I cannot be indecisive, I've to be firm!!

Through this, i truly understand study is a more relaxin thing compared to work.

I dun understand why ppl always said working is tough, study is better.

I've finally understand their word. Working is nt abt working getting your job done.

Is the amount of responsibility you've to endure. What if you made a mistake? Double work?

Politics? Speed & OT.

Money is not easy to earn. Is through the many many hardwork put in.

However, i'm loving my job.

5th March is my last day which left abt 2mths left.

Persevere on qiongmin

HWAITTING =)

The end of my 2010 wishlist and speech.

Off to bathe =)

 

I''m waiting for this EPI to be OUT!!!

I can't wait!

Guys, believe me.

Once you have started watching this drama, the temptation won't stop

=))))

Vanness ( Ren Guangxi) seriously veryy hott =) although his chinese not very good,

his hard work is greatly appreciated.

Good job, vanness!

<下一站幸褔> songs are great plus actors/actresses are totally awesome!

I love their film-making and everything.

<下一站幸褔>

期待收视破六!

=))))

Thanks for this cool drama that brightens my new year =))

O's level finaaaally finished!! ;)

Yeah, it finalllly finished! Can't help to jump out of joy now!
Can't believe that my 4 years of secondary education ended.
Time flies, phew...
All i can say now i need a job and drown myself with lotsa lotsa of drama and entertainment.
SHOPPING 's cuming all the way
;)

LOVELY BERRIES SCONES =))

thanks to the lovely berries scones above,

the paper turned out to be okay =)

I hope there will be a chance for a distinction.*

Guys, love baking cause you'll fell in love with it ;D

1 Month and 4 Days...

Heys, pals =) I'm finally back from the 1 month and 4 days vigorous studies. It's totally an unstoppable cycle. It's simply goes on and on. How i wish time could be rewinded back to the happy times ;) Yes! Before you start wonderin how i have the time to even blog or still, surf net and chat with my ladies? That's right, my prelims are endin soon. This is the last 3rd paper before it's officially commences over.

I knew it. The papers were TYS, esp. chem, it's totally hard-core tys questions. Thére's no fresh and new questions. Except for Sect. B. I kinda enjoy it la ;D But, still the same word, results depict everything. A.math 2 i screwed it??? Sigh, I promised myself to score As for this, think cmi already la! Sian.. I really detest the word 'screw', 'difficult', 'fail'. Everyone's was like blatantly repeatin the same word over and over again, "the paper hard right? i dun know how to do for the 1st quest. Confirm fail again" '

It's very demoralisin to hear this, you know? It did affect my morale and confidence ;(

I told myself is over.. Studies is my 1st priority now =)

My business course is waitin for me! I've to enrol into the course! This course is extremely important to me and i told myself R4 = 12 is my aim. I've to reach it if not lesser, or else i would regret forever in my life ;O

There's even another saddened news! After my chem. paper, ratna told us to meet her and guess what?? She gave us the topics to study for Food. LOL? i tot you said no topics are given and study by ourselves?? Before i even speak up, she's zipped me up. The courseworks have already been submitted! It's a total disappointment! The no. of distinction students have dropped! My godness! What's this ??.. Í really put in my heart and soul into the coursework and the no. of dist. scorers have dropped???!! Does this news deserve me not to be worried?? ;O

I've to work hard for theory now! I'm just worried that i'm one of the students ;( Pray hard is not me if not, i'm cryin hard for it. This subj. is my most confident sub and nt gettin dist = no business

I know my blog is gettin emotional and broodin. I just can't get this out of my head! O levels does kills me. Looks like the chances of me headin back to sch after prelims are very high! Okay, get my feets up and start workin hard now girl ;)

p/s : Miss the old times ;)

I'm feeling fatigue but happy.
Glad to be able to be with my friends and family.
It's going to be another battle, pls persevere on..
=)

August, the month of celebration!

It's the month of August
and this marks the day which Singapore had gained its independence for 44th year
All Singaporeans would be sitting down right in front of the tv or watching the whole parade taking place on 9th August 2009 =)

This means there will be 2 months plus for O level.
Sian, it's totally tiring and i'm feelin fatigue almost everyday.
Prep. exams are going on, and i think my phy is not going smoothly =(
It's a disappointment and i blamed myself for not bringin my protractor to the examination hall! Why did i neglect this! This is soo important laa =(


There would be more papers to come..
Jiayou qiongmin =)

F.T. Island (에프티 아일랜드) - I Hope (바래) ( LATEST SONG)


The song has finally released =))
Once i have heard the song and tempo, i have fallen in love with it.
I love the white dress the girl wore..
I love the retro outfit fashion the 5 guys wore,
SO ATTRACTIVE =)

They make me wana go korea more!!
I love korean pop songs even more =)

It's getting tougher day by day...

School reopens, this is the 3rd day of the week.
It's gonna be tougher than before.
Having to endure all the naggings and o levels approaching in 3 mths plus,
it makes me headache.
I've received the f&n coursework for part B.
Shit.
It's so tough.
I'm fretting on which food to choose.
The amount of ingredients should be equal as always.
That's the thing i'm troublin about.
If i were to fry and boil the item, the amount of oil and water should be balanced
but, how can it happen when this two doesn't link??
Oil will be 1 tblespoon while water 1 cup?
It's nt equal.
ARGH, makes my brain explode!
Wat'smore i'll be heading to the lab tmr.
Planning and watever shit.
Stupid.
I haven even think yet.
Also, i have received my o level chinese oral exam which will commence at
9th july
and i'm the 1st to take.
GODNESS! THAT'S THE WAY MAN!
I hope everything will be fine.
I have never tried being the 1st in everything.
The feeling must be nervous down the spine.
Hai~
Sighing...
My blog sounds so demoralising and soon gonna be dead??
My ft.island spirit gone, hols gone, smiles and happiness soon be gone?
So stressed up!
Getting distinctions seem so hard, but i wun give up!
I'll persevere on and on
till the day 11th Nov 2009 ended
=)

This marks the end of my 4 years of education in sec. school.

=)

TAKE CARE, MY 5 PRINCES =)

tHE 5 BOYS LEFT SINGAPORE AT 10.50PM...

I DIDN'T GET TO SEE THEM THIS TIME,

NOT EVEN DEPARTING THEM IN THE AIRPORT!

MISS THEM DEARLY =((

OPPAS, HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD TIME AT SINGAPORE.

HEARD THAT HONGKI AND JAEJIN WERE SO EMO (ESP. HONGKI)

PLS CHEER UP KAY??

HOPE YOU DO LIKE SINGAPORE AND COME AGAIN NEXT TIME..

I'LL BE ANTICIPATING UPON YOUR ARRIVAL..

JONGHYUN, YOU'RE SUCH A HARMONIOUS AND CHEERFUL LEADER..

HAHAHHA..

I SUPPOSED YOUR SMILE ALONE HAS MELTED EVERYONE'S HEARTS..

=))

loVES AND MISSES

FT.ISLAND =))

These're the pics we took together on thurs night during our ride home in mrt.

It has been soooooo long since we've went out!

Cheer up xiangning =)

at least you still have the photo of seunghyun excluding the old lady's head

=)))

While me, i only took the video only, very blurred man..

It's okay at least i still saw them with my own eyes..

Hahahah, wonder what're they doing right now..

Btw, i've seen the videos of them at singapore flyer..

I'm gonnnaa crazy now! >>>333

Jonghyun he's simply toooo cute already

I found out that both Hongki and Jonghyun love eating the "You Yu Si"

They've been eating non stop throughout their ride hahahah!

That's cute >>>3333

Jaejin oppa he's very quiet and emo?? He did not seem to smile at all =(

That's sad! he should smile more

Cos he's simply too cute with that smile on his face!

He got the figure!
I've been pounding over the thought of FT.Island having their concert for the pract. whole day!!

It just cant get out of my mind..

Even when i'm having my tuition from 4pm to 6, i'm still thinking..

which pract. ended already laaa, their concert!

Their concert ended once my tuition started! =((

I told this matter to mum, she said

"is it really that cool?? If me, i wun even go wasting my $$, i might as well see them with my own eyes to see the difference when they're in tv and real life."

I was totally speechless man hahahha!

Mama is always that funny =D

She was influenced by my craziness of DongBangSuJu hahahah!

I feel like uploading the videos of FT. island at Singapore flyer..

but there's 9 parts for it.

I'm completely lazy to upload..

It would definitely take ages for me to upload and wait...

Looks like my ft.island spirit wun end for these few days till sch starts..

I will be thinking of them every moment..

ARGH! Sad laaa,

cant see them enough.. hahahha!

May they come out in my sweet lalala land

=))

Oppas, hope you have a happy time in Singapore =)

PLEASE do come again for your concert next time..

i will definitely go next time =)))

SARANGHAE!

It's finally i've gotten the pic from kaiying already =))
This was taken in the airport hahahaha!
Kaiying, take care lots kay!
I miss you lots!
Go out tgt next time =)