1 Month and 4 Days...

Heys, pals =) I'm finally back from the 1 month and 4 days vigorous studies. It's totally an unstoppable cycle. It's simply goes on and on. How i wish time could be rewinded back to the happy times ;) Yes! Before you start wonderin how i have the time to even blog or still, surf net and chat with my ladies? That's right, my prelims are endin soon. This is the last 3rd paper before it's officially commences over.

I knew it. The papers were TYS, esp. chem, it's totally hard-core tys questions. Thére's no fresh and new questions. Except for Sect. B. I kinda enjoy it la ;D But, still the same word, results depict everything. A.math 2 i screwed it??? Sigh, I promised myself to score As for this, think cmi already la! Sian.. I really detest the word 'screw', 'difficult', 'fail'. Everyone's was like blatantly repeatin the same word over and over again, "the paper hard right? i dun know how to do for the 1st quest. Confirm fail again" '

It's very demoralisin to hear this, you know? It did affect my morale and confidence ;(

I told myself is over.. Studies is my 1st priority now =)

My business course is waitin for me! I've to enrol into the course! This course is extremely important to me and i told myself R4 = 12 is my aim. I've to reach it if not lesser, or else i would regret forever in my life ;O

There's even another saddened news! After my chem. paper, ratna told us to meet her and guess what?? She gave us the topics to study for Food. LOL? i tot you said no topics are given and study by ourselves?? Before i even speak up, she's zipped me up. The courseworks have already been submitted! It's a total disappointment! The no. of distinction students have dropped! My godness! What's this ??.. Í really put in my heart and soul into the coursework and the no. of dist. scorers have dropped???!! Does this news deserve me not to be worried?? ;O

I've to work hard for theory now! I'm just worried that i'm one of the students ;( Pray hard is not me if not, i'm cryin hard for it. This subj. is my most confident sub and nt gettin dist = no business

I know my blog is gettin emotional and broodin. I just can't get this out of my head! O levels does kills me. Looks like the chances of me headin back to sch after prelims are very high! Okay, get my feets up and start workin hard now girl ;)

p/s : Miss the old times ;)