I've mustered my courage!

Oh my god, tell you this confirm everyone will be shocked.
I went into cecilia's room to tell her what went wrong all these night shifts with uncle soh.
I'm feeling terribly uncomfortable and unbearable.
How could someone be make fun and tease when the person said hurtful remarks like
' you are just a small role while she is the main role. You simply just go eat the air in other words, you just survive without food. So no matter you eat anot, it does not matter. Dun care abt her. She must eat more. She's more important than you."

Can you take it???
I didn't flare my anger but i bottled it all up.
Telling myself that everything will be fine, nightmare came.
He scolded me again sayin me slow and whatever shit.
Money not balanced, chq not balanced.
Everything delayed causing 12am then can leave the company.
What's wrong with OT?? Just take a cab and home sweet home.
At least i'm better than your current precious right??
I'm just a substitution, while fiona is your everything right??

Well, next morning, i was late for the taxi around 5 mins.
And he started all his naggins saying those irritatin comments.
I can't take it anymore almost shed tears but i told myself that i must hold on.
Once i reach workplace, straight to cecilia room.

I told her head to toe, without slightest info missing.
She did admit uncle soh attitude really sometimes tooo bad, totally bad!
Perhaps he's gettin old or what?? Attitude changes.
But whatever it is, it's wrong to say these comments.
She told me this, if he said something that is within your control and hurt your self-esteem, i must
SPEAK UP!
Told him off and shut his mouth then..

Dun ever let someone take control of you.
Most imptly, dun let this guy caused you to quit your job. Not worth it.
What'smore thanks to you i can stay in my own room and chill.
For the past 2 months, you have helped alot. seriously alot.
If i dun want you, i've already asked you to leave on the 28th Dec but i didn't.
Reason being, cause i still need you =)
You are someone who keep hold of promises and will not back out.
Trustworthy =)
I'm soo touched hearin her sayin this.
From the 1st time i saw her, i told her that i wana learn all i can and gain exp.
She told me this, you can learn alot from here i can confirm you!
You might miss the people here once you get along with them.
Hahahaha, yeah, i'm missing them now!

Was in her room for 15 mins.
I cried terribly, tissues used till too much???
Even all the colleagues knew abt it.
URGH! Sooo embarrasing.

Well, at least i told cecilia how i'm feeling.
Now i gettin quite good work stuff.
I will be working from 10.12 till 7.30 with free transport.
My load and responsibilites will be lightened.
Handling documents, keyin coin slips and sortin money.
Feeling sooo much better and happier!

Thanks soo much cecilia.
I'm glad that there will be no more night shifts
meaning no more rushin of taxi, 11.30pm transport plus restin more.
I can get home earlier, no more sheddin of tears.
I'm laughin more and smiling more.

I no longer drag my feet to work.
Cos i'm lovin my job more!
5th march, my last day.

Time flies.
I'll miss everyone!
Cecilia, Shujun, Jennifer, Jasmine, Sakilah, Meiling, Uncle soh ( though he rants at me sometimes), drivers, vendin and KOK LEONG! OMG =))
Everyone who knows me well, thanks for all the coachin and patience!

Cheers!